morning, well I feel shit this morning, depresses shit. Got drunk/stoned last night, which was nice, but that had obvious repocutions, I have a fuzzy head this morning, not so much a hangover, but not 100%, also didn’t go to bed, cause of cs, till late. Which of course mean’s I’m tired, and groggy, then I have a letter this morning, to tell me I’m over my overdraft limit, topped with the fact I’ve convinced myself Beca and I won’t ever be back together. When I say ever, I mean not likely, and this is the worst fact of all, because I will never get anything that comes anywhere close to being as good as that. Oh and my cameras not due until to fucking morrow
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Time to start partying and buying, to try and fill the void in my life, time to hit the OU course hard for time being, you know speand so much time doing that I wont have time to think or get feelings like this. I was doing so well at being in that limbo stage, but then this morning, things started to escalate again. LOL just remembered five minutes ago in the shower, I contemplated giving up drink, picture me doing that
. Anyway, hit counter seems to be going up at a rate of knots these days. So hello to all my new viewers, hope you enjoy the voyeuristic aspects of my life.
Tra Me xXx