It’s here, after speanding most of yesterday watching every car that went up the street, I got rudely awaken this morning with my new pc being delivered. Lot’s to blogg that I haven’t had time to sit down and do yet, but went to see the phonics last night, which was pretty neat. Anyways, chances are next time i’m back i’ll be on a decent pc 
Date Time Location Tracking Event
20-12-2003 03:01 Newport Depot Out for delivery
19-12-2003 21:27 National Hub Sorted in hub
FUCKING RUBBISH
I failed, fucking rubbish, fucking rubbish, fucking rubbish. So how do I feel now, fucking devastated, ripped off, and now like I’m on a downward fucking spiral, no money, no license, no fags, strange relationship, FUCKING RUBBISH!
Just remembered I haven’t blogged today. Got up at the crack of dawn this morning, to kick start my body clock into action, was bastard freezing. Then set about my day of work. Had my driving lesson, walked out, and realised I had locked myself out without the key, so spent my lesson driving to Boardy in Newport and back, not very productive the day before my driving lesson, but was useful for some fast driving practice. Then went up to see Steph earlier, for five minutes, she seems cool, which is nice, and wished me luck for my test tomorrow. Since then all I’ve really done is watched shite, and eaten.
I’m very nervous about tomorrow, which is nuts, but hey driving test and all that, shite blogg I know, but hey.
Boy was I drunk last night, haha real drunk w00ps. Left the radio on, kept waking up to Opera but was too drunk to move, getting things sorted today, feel good. Have spoken to Steph today, I think stopping myself getting bogged down in paranoia is having a good effect, and I’m happier and I think she’s happier. Not going to West Wales today, which sucks, but with a bit of luck Gareth is coming East to us, so that will be cool.
Plan for the day, shit shave shower, then wash dishes put dishes away sort out my clothes to wash, clean bedroom, then have a look at my OU stuff (need to start things with that soon, but would rather sort things out on a new PC. Then maybe do a little bass learning from my new book, and wait for Gareth or Ant to let me know what’s going down. I love Sundays like this, when I feel at peace, let’s just hope it all goes to plan.
Oh yes, I finished reading trainspotting, which is a new record for me, read a book in a fortnight, which I’m glad about, reading this year has had a positive effect on my life. Started to read Porno in it’s place. Got some work work, to sort out, and worrying about my driving test to be done, hope all goes well.
Have a good Sunday folks.
Well I haven’t blogged in a while been a lot going on, am down a lot recently, suppose it’s the time of year. Last year this time my life was going swimmingly and in a week or so time, it would go pear shaped, reflecting it’s been a fucking amazing year since. My stress levels are not doing my relationship with Steph any good, things are/were beginning to come back together, but my own paranoia at this time of year is not helping things. Seen Radiohead since I last blogged (fucking amazing) was meant to see the strokes with Steph, but she was ill, still went, was awesome but not the same without her, stressing about where my life’s going, money, friends, work, study, Steph, I just need to chill the fuck out and go with the flow.
Driving test on Tuesday, hope that goes well, am smashed now so off to bed. Thank the lord for classic FM.